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Shit.

I'm afraid I'll grow up into someone (something) unamazing.

I wish I had the imagination to streach on like and endless highway.

(I fail to interest even myself.)

Sorry the 365 projects gone to shit. I hope to finish it.

 

 

 

 

 

Someday.

 

(With the death of Jeremy I can't think much beyone guns and blood. I can't breathe much more than false promises, I can think much more than)

 Who am I kidding? Like I had any talent in the first place. I'm just another hack with a crappy camera trying to make something out of it. (instead i drown in it)


Posted on 04/10/2009 9:35 PM Visits: 28
xshirleyx: 04/14/2009 6:28 PM
First of all, I share your pain (minus the death of your friend, I haven't felt that kind of pain yet and I hope I never do, I'm so sorry for your loss). I am always afraid that I will grow up to be someone/something unamazing. My expectations for my future are so high (who am I kidding? I'll never be in a band singing about things I care about) but I still go after them because HEY you never know!

Your 365 has not gone to shit. If you are depressed, your photos will be depressing. It's just like that. That's they way self-expression is. And you do have talent. HELLO. You wouldn't be an OG if you didn't! I was looking through your photos today and I thought they were awesome.

Like you, I thought I was a hack with a crappy camera trying to make something out of it too. I still do, even though I now use a big huge DSLR...but the truth is... I barely know how to use it! I have to take a class so I can figure this shit out!! And yet people think I know so much about photography...but the truth is... I DON'T! Anyways, if you don't get my drift by now I'll make it real short: It's not about the camera, it's about the eye behind it.



I hope you come out of this soon. And when you do, you will come out with something great.
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