Never let them take you alive

I have blonde hair. it's horrible. and extreamly ironic. :(

So i absolutely refuse to go to school tomorrow. i don't want to face that embarassment.

anyway...new bands for me this week:

Demon Hunter : pretty fucking amazing, metal.

The Cab: ok, they're not new to me. but i'd never really listened to them until last night. I'm in love. :)

August Burns Red: I bother to go see them live, but don't listen to them? i felt like a jerk, so i looked them up, and found out i really love them.

Suicide Silence- I'm sure my mom doesn't want me listening to that, but who cares? They're fantastic, melodic.

so...my friend sent me a link to some photo editing thing called GIMP.

the wonderfull part is that i'm dumber than a caveman and have no clue how to work it.

can anyone help and explain? please and thank you?

" the legos aren't stupid. they don't have brains, so they don't even have the capability of being stupid!"

i love the things i say when i'm lacking sleep and extreamly pissed off.

So, i'm trying to kind of...redo myself.

No more being negative. whenever i act negative, i feel negative. you know, like depressed. unuseful. worthless. it's the same when other people are negative, it tends to rub off on other people. so screw it, lets all be really fucking optimistic.

I'm going to go back into guitar lessons! yay! i've pretty much forgotton how to play, ha.

Getting more active is another thing. i'm SO out of shape. so i guess less time on the interwebz, less time laying around reading.

i'll try to be more organized too. :D cause i always lose things in the swamp named Kat's Room.

and i should mention less wishing to be like other people. i actually had a really demented phase when i wished i was like Hayley Williams. i mean, she's so freaking awesome, so i wanted to be like her. lets end that.

Less lazy, less shy. mor eoutgoing. build up better vocabulary, quit swearing so much.

really, i do swear way to much. at an estimate, i said fuck maybe 80 times today. it's gotta end, oh it does.

" tell us, what's in you're drink?"  "The blackest coffee. *heheh"  "THE BLACKEST COFFEE!!"

please watch: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Pa4O7IysDc