Never let them take you alive

just a few songs i consider my anthems...

Everclear- Heroin Girl

Nirvana- Territorial Pissings

Toy Dolls- Sod the Neighbours

The Beatles- Revolution

Sex Pistols- Anarchy in the UK

Pennywise- Fuck Authority

Search and Destroy- Iggy and The Stooges

Black Mamba- The Academy Is

LA’s Wasted Youth- Heroin

The Damned- Problem Child

Misfits- Scream

Bikini Kill- Rebel Girl

The Offspring- You're Gonna Go Far, Kid.

What are yours?

I bought a new Nirvana bag. :) i cannot be happier. it's totally rad.
Now, Abigail Williams- The World Beyond is one of the most epicly wicked songs i've heard in a while. the riffs alone and fantastic. not to mention the dudes screams...he RIPS. it's amazing.
I have good feelings about this year.
So on Saturday... Me and Abby are gonna go to Old Bisbee dressed really awkwardly and scare some tourists. She's gonna be a cross dresser and i'm a wacked out Axl Rose wannabe. it's gonna be so fantastic. I hope to originate some stares while we babble on about buttery jugs and Unicorns and Popcorn. Yep, thats how we roll...
haha blog...it's a funny word.
I'm utterly happy. can't you tell? yay for the world.
Walked around with red ink all over my left hand. it looked like blood. told people i had killed the Cave Ho. psh, i wish. that irritatng little self centered bastard needs to leave us alone. needless to say, there's a good number of little seventh graders convinced i'm a satanist... how i love my school.
There's a nasty similarity between me and Mufaro. i don't think i enjoy this.
ha, you shouldn't feed unicorns popcorn. i learned that today. I results very badly and should never be done.
What am i listening to? Children of the Damned by Iron Maiden. I finally found my lovely little CD and i'm gonna go listen right now.

ohohoh and i'm trying to cut down on my lovely swearing and increase my other vocabulary. it sounds like a good thing to do.

Have a nice weekend, people!

NOTE: this is a rant, and i'm fully aware that i'm being a bit of a hypocrite. bear with me.

I'm tired of people complaining.

I've complained. everyone has, about the problems we've daily faced. it's a human instinct to do so,and i'm not saying thats a problem. but i've noticed that people in general have been complaining more and more, about less and less important things. like your stick of eyeliner breaking. and thats it.

Why do you see fit to write an entire journal about how your photo won't post? or how your pants tore? or to waste the air we breathe to rant about how your shoelace tore? Just try to repost it. or learn how to sew.  but a new shoelace. or tie it together. neither of these are that hard.

I'm sorry, but your little problems are so minimal compared to some that others have. so i guess it just bugs me how insanely large people pass them off as. I see complaining at how your mother always is yelling at you, or how your teachers at school are sexist. Or maybe how you broke your leg and won't be able to compete in the up coming track meet. Those things are bigger than a fucking stick of eyeliner breaking.

Has anyone else noticed how people complain more often than not? theres people who go without food for days and you complain at how the weather isn't to your liking. what the hell?

I'm aiming on not complaining as often, so i thought i'd bring it to your attention. and such. maybe we can all learn to stop complaining? maybe the world would be happier. there'd be less random journals that irritate people. who know? we should try it.

lets look at your delima:

now lets look at his:

which one is worth complaining over?

Think on it.

i've the perfect idea for a photo.

but i'd need photoshop to complete it.

mirror images...you know. fuck.

Eric McFadden is my hero. :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mcA4S46aWjE&feature=related

He's my cousins dads brother. So i decided to go check out his music. it's impressive, and i love it.

please, check it out?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-hqpRcZeMv4&feature=related

if you ever, EVER steal my photos, i'll automaticly own your soul. got it? good.

oh, same goes if you're an idiotic jackass who enjoys putting people down over a computer. then i fucking DEVOUR your soul. cause souls are delicious.

so how would you like being an empty person? then don't fucking be a shit head.

I'm getting sick of it.

So, allow me to rant. i need it.

Theres a girl, i thought she was my friend. fuck, i guess she still is. but there's no way i'm as close to her as she thinks she is to me. She's a liar and self centered, i've found out. hell, the absolute SHIT she says over the internet? she says her boyfriend (ex...) told her he hated he and to go cut herself. HELL, i know this boy better than that, and he would never say that. EVER. he cared way too much about her. She sits on her ass drinking all she can get her hands on, she cuts majorly, she's been suicidal, and she's disinigrating, and she says she hates how her friends are always trying to get her help? fuck, thats cause she needs it, badly. and it only means we fucking care.and telling people that all we do is betray her? WHAT THE FUCK is that all about? we've been trying to help her sorry ass for years now. and you know what? with all the lies she's said about me, i'm calling it a lost cause. fuck, she wants to do this? let her.

really, i know she's depressed. but she refuses help, however hard i've tried. i love her, but not enough to be her shit pan.

Goddamn, what a great school semester this will be.

I'm a bitch. I don't care.

if there's one thing thats been good from all this, i've grown closer to my other friend. you could call us best friends, but i don't have any of those.

Fuck, she's moved. ima miss her more now.